In legends and
history there have always existed magical men who possess the hidden
knowledge. They elude precise description because they seem
primarily fictional but are associated with various historical
records and documents. They are archetypal and stimulate the
imagination. Of those who have actually lived among us, I think that
some are human and some are jinn, and most involve partnerships
between humans and jinns. They include characters such as: Paracelsus, Koot
Hoomi, Master Morya, "Thrice greatest Hermes", Don Juan (in the
books by Carlos Castaneda), Sai Baba, Merlin, Ashtar, and St.
Germain. Alchemy seems to be their strong suit and the thing that
they have in common. I want to tell you about my encounter with
so-called Ascended Master St.
Germain. Most people won't quite believe it, of course, but that's
okay. I tell about it for the benefit of those who do, or who will
some day, because entities like this can be really bad news
for your spiritual health. I've noticed that folks who come under
the influence of the so-called Ascended Masters, Great White
Brotherhood, Trans-Himalayan Brotherhood or Galactic Federation seem
to display a steady erosion in personal brilliance, character,
aptitude and worthwhile effectiveness. There can be a general
downgrading that at its worst can result in the likes of Godfrey Ray
King making his followers kill their pets. Those who come under the
shadow of Ashtar can be reduced to waiting for "global evacuation"
when his chosen people will be beamed up to motherships to await their
return to the promised land on earth.
The jinn are
masters of alchemy. Maybe we got our teachings about it from
I encountered St Germain as a result of my interest in alchemy.
"Alchemy" describes various arcane areas of knowledge such as the search
for longevity and eternal youth, the quest for the Holy Grail and Shambala, the transmutation of base metals into gold and the
spiritual transformation which all these symbolize. Alchemy
occurs on the physical, spiritual, mental and emotional planes of
existence. It is supposed to have been the precursor of chemistry,
so modern science is obliged to give it a cursory nod of
recognition. Alchemy is real magic and metaphysical technology. It's
about transmutations utilizing the etheric plane or about kundalini
and transforming the subtle anatomy. It's also about the
electromagnetic forces that control the world of form and connect it
with the spiritual worlds.
I never intended to "dabble in the occult".
I was attracted to alchemical symbolism at a very young age. I
to understand the images of the Rider-Waite Tarot when I was 11. I also
read much about psychology then, so it was natural that I would be
drawn to CG Jung's work and dream interpretation in my teens. Jung's
theories about adult spiritual development, which he called the
process of "individuation", were gleaned from his study and
understanding of ancient alchemical manuscripts which he read in the
original Latin. These cryptic manuscripts were designed to hide the
truths they contained, and it is probably proof of Jung's genius
that he was able to glean so much from them. I revered Jung at
the time and wanted to learn more about
card from the Rider-Waite Tarot is mostly
Notice the triangle in the square on the winged entity's
chest. Triangles figure prominently in many UFO
Whitley Strieber devoted a whole
section to the meaning of the triangle symbol in his
283 Strieber writes "I came to realize that the Tarot is
much more than a deck of fortune-telling cards; it is a
sort of philosophical machine that presents its ideas in
the form of pictures rather than words."
Hey, come to think of it, the whole UFO
phenomenon itself could be "a sort of philosophical machine
that presents its ideas in the form of pictures rather
than words." -- !
Yes, those Jinn--
those ancient mythmakers -- are shaping our
consciousness with images of spaceships and
extraterrestrials. Whether or not we
actually "believe" in them, our collective consciousness
is affected by these images in ways we may not yet
It was the cover
of "Communion" that made the book an overnight
sensation. Somehow it struck a very deep chord....
With the passage of years I also
learned about quantum physics and the astral and etheric planes.
I had kundalini and near death experiences. I experimented
with the intelligences of nature in my garden and made flower
essences. I meditated, and continued to
study the writings of Jung, as well as Swedenborg, Gopi Krishna,
Barbara Ann Brennan, Robert Monroe, and many others….I had NO
interest in witchcraft or "spiritualism".
I never intended to
"dabble in the occult", but it now appears that that's exactly what
I was getting myself into.
"Occult" simply means "hidden". The word has probably become
associated with evil influences because of the inherent risk of
attracting bad jinn when the hidden worlds are looked into.
Whether or not one wants to attract this kind of attention, it can
be rather easily aroused.
We attract more of whatever we put our conscious awareness into.
I'd reached a small degree of understanding about how physical
reality manifests and is connected to the enduring spiritual planes.
Then a friend gave me a book which claimed to channel the wisdom of
St. Germain. The alchemical concepts in this new age book were an
extension of what I'd been discovering about the electromagnetic
spectrum and its connection to the subtle planes, so I readily
Later that night I awoke to a surprising
astral visit from someone claiming to be St. Germain. He told
me that my ability to grasp these ideas meant that I'd achieved the
level of an initiate and that he would be willing to be my teacher.
He outlined some of the wondrous learning which I could potentially
So there he was in my bedroom, flattering me and making what seemed
to be a wonderful offer. What should I do? I told him I didn't yet
know how I felt about this, and he said he'd return for my answer.
Well, fortunately for me, I prayed very hard about what to do in
response to his offer. I felt guided to read and meditate upon the
"Tablet of the Holy Mariner" written by
prophet-founder of the Baha'i Faith.
I spent hours prayerfully meditating on the meaning of it it.
I finally concluded that it tells the story of a person who acquires
the knowledge of all that is "hidden behind the veil''. This person
then comes before the throne of God, but is dissatisfied with their
station of servitude to the Divine, wanting MORE. (Presumably
wanting to be more of a god themselves.) Being thus devoid of
sanctity, even in the presence of the All-Loving, the All-Wise, they
were "cast down into their abode below".
The same old story of Lucifer
This is very similar to the story of Lucifer and the never-ending
plight of humanity . So this was my St. Germain? Just another
perpetrator of the Luciferian drama? Could it become me? YIKES! I
took another look at his portrait in the book and was horrified by
how debauched he suddenly now looked. That night he returned for my
answer. I said: "St. Germain, leave me alone", and he vanished.
The whole thing seemed so fantastic that I questioned it.
Apparitions can share both a real and dreamlike quality. The very
next day, however, I had a lunch date with a new friend. I steered
our conversation towards the esoteric, hoping to somehow talk about
this incredible experience, but it just felt too weird to talk
about. Well, it was no mere coincidence that we were having
lunch. He suddenly amazed me by mentioning his own
relationship with St. Germain! He was entirely nonchalant
about it. This guy is a seemingly moderate, level-headed sort of
person who had been entrusted with important military positions.
My friend thought his relationship
with St. Germain was, well-- dandy-- and he wasn't open to other
points of view so there wasn't much more to talk about.
Outside validation like this went beyond
coincidence. I concluded that the St. Germain contact was real.
Most people think something like this is
crazy, which helps protect them from involvement. However, those who
have "pulled back the veil" need to be forewarned:
Things are probably not what they appear to be if you're dealing
with a jinn.
There are many types of jinn, but there seems to be almost universal
agreement that those who meddle with humans are mischievous or
Humans can be demonic, too. The
good/bad continuum is a necessary for the exercise of
free-will. Spiritual protection is available for any who ask for help in
the Name of God.
In Islam, Satan (or Lucifer) is
called "Iblis", and is identified as being from the jinn.
Will the real St. Germain please stand up?
Is my "St. Germain" the same as Guy Ballard's or Louis XV's?
Probably not. I question whether he's even the same entity who
was hanging with my friend. I've had lots of unusual
experiences in my life, but they were especially weird during this
particular three year period. I've begun to reevaluate these
experiences since assimilating the jinn concept into my
understanding. I thought I had encountered many different
entities, but now I'm wondering if the same entity was wearing
several different hats!
For example, it seems that an entity consistently made
the bell on my old fashioned phone make a short "ding!"
sound whenever I
had particular thoughts. I had been studying the writings of
Emmanuel Swedenborg and was consequently given to frequently
thinking about his concept of the association of negative spirits with
certain activities. Every time I wondered if something had a correspondence with evil
the phone would go "ding!". Judging by my phone's
responses to my thoughts, evil spirits were lurking just about everywhere!
One night I was
terrorized by this. The minute I began to drift off
to sleep the phone went "ding!" This was so alarming
that adrenaline pumped into my bloodstream. A strong
association had been built up for weeks between this "ding!"
sound and my wondering if evil spirits were potentially present,
encouraging human negativity and perhaps feeding off of it.
The phone would "ding!" the very moment I finally
started drifting off to
sleep again. The more this happened, the more afraid I became.
I was being terrorized! This
trick tormented me for hours until I finally overcame my fear of it,
at which point it ceased. Probably because it was no longer
fun for the jinni if it couldn't make me frightened. At the
time I chalked this episode up to being another good learning
experience. I'd overcome fear itself, to some extent, and I no
longer speculate about evil spirits. If you look for them,
they'll be there. Who wants that in their life? Not me--
I'm grateful my home is now so peaceful and safe feeling. I no
longer wonder if any entities are around because I can feel
that there aren't any--- my current home feels so much different!
My friend felt he connected with St. Germain
because he loved the books by Godfre Ray King who was also known as
founded the "I AM" cult to spread the teachings of the
Ascended Masters and Saint Germain. This cult
degenerated to the point where members were told to
kill their pets and shun family members who wouldn't
join the cult. Despite their horrible history,
cults of "I AM" and the various "Ascended Masters"
are still very much alive.
Psychic Dictatorship in America: the I AM Movement
Gerald B. Bryan
One such case is quoted in the
letter below written in November, 1937. it is only
one of many cases where fanatical I AM-ers have
killed their animal pets. We quote:
"The phone rang this morning and an I AM-er called
and told me that another of Mrs._____'s 100% class
was put in a sanitarium last week.
"It seems that she owned a lovely dog and that they
were told there were to be no more dogs. She had the
"Her family resented it so they had her taken to a
psychiatrist who analyzed her and of course she did
not know when to speak and of what to speak, and
started in on the books, and when she was asked why
she did not give the dog to __________ , she said,
it was just as bad for him to have it as it was for
"Well, they pronounced her insane and put her away
last week. God pity them all."
Some additional results of the Ballard doctrines may
be summed up in a few short sentences.
It has taught credulous followers to forget
everything else but the "Mighty I AM," tending to
hold its people in moronic ignorance of what is
going on in the world.
It has caused fanatical students to "decree" long
hours during the day and part of the night, with
such intensity and emotionalism that a number of
them have had nervous breakdowns, or have been
confined to psychopathic wards and insane asylums.
It has produced untold mental suffering from fears
of cataclysms, entities, black magicians,
destructive decrees, and other fear-inspiring
It has caused students to worship at the shrines of
an endless number of mythological gods and
heathenish "Masters," instead of teaching a devotion
to the One and True God, the Creator of the
Universe, of whose grandeur, love, and wisdom there
is no end.